Thursday, 18 November 2010 @ 06:30
Numberone.
Nope, you're not going to have it. I'm not going to be defeated by you. One day, I'll just pluck off the mask on your face. We'll see how ugly you are then. Stop acting. Even if the whole world's deceived by you, I won't be. I'll stand strong and defend. I won't be beaten by you. So you keep your hands off. Go away. My main point: Stop acting/ pretending, thanks.
Haha ruiying, I'm still posting! (: Hmm, let's say I had a fun day today :D cos' I went for netball practice (first time!) and maybe it's cos' I didn't run for a very long time so my muscles are getting rusty! >< then when running the sixth run, I felt like vomiting, really! I had the urge for two times, but anyway, I completed it without having anything coming out of my stomach :D heheh. (: I'm so proud LOL. Actually I think I should practice more luhh. Good luck to me xD
Then after that, we played dog-and-bone! (: Yay! But it was pretty different lehh, cos' we had to pass the ball around! xD Yeap, and I totally enjoyed the "captain's ball" game really! Hahaha I like! And I managed to catch balls O: Wow. (:
And I went shopping right after that! With my primary school friends again ahahahah (: My NJC friends are too busy alrdy! >< I WILL GO OUT WITH THEM SOMEDAY. I PROMISE.
Okay tudos! I gtg. :D
@ 06:08
Blow the candles out! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARRIET! :D :D Heehee (: I'm so sorry I got your wrong number, then you didn't receive my wish! (: But anyways, happy birthday!~
P.s. I'm not really, good in art, sorry I couldn't draw you a picture! ): But I tried creating one using paint LOL! :D The font's a little hard to see, sorry ><

This is the other one! (:

I hope you like it! Tag back :D
Monday, 15 November 2010 @ 02:46
Today I wanted to fly, but I couldn't find my wings.
OGL preparations today! :D Bleahh banner painting session at 8 am leh! xD Not used to it yet. Hahah okay anyway it was pretty messy, all the houses are busy sketching their big banners (BLACK) ): and we used chalk you know! (: Quite fun, but dirty, of course! Somemore I was in my uniform! Haha of course it got dirty luh! Then in the end I had to clean it up twice, which included, like spraying water on the entire thingy ;D and I could only wear my shorts cos' the skirt was wet =.='' Haiz, but yeah, we all had fun. And that's all that really mattered! (:
But our banner was pretty bad ): Haha, cos' we had a hard time sketching it I guess, but I liked the painting part where we all got our hands dirty hahaha :D But I wasn't much of a great help, instead I kinda dripped paint on the banner LOL I'm sorry! xD
Anyway, the preparations are something someone I can do during the holidays to kill boredom xD It's just that... sometimes you need to be at two places at a time and you really have to choose wisely where you want to be. These are choices in life, that may affect you, maybe not major, but at least a small phase in your life :D I hope I've made the right choice yeah (:
@ 02:42
Breathe well (:

Know why? Because I think so (: Heh, ego much (L) But it's true! :D
Friday, 12 November 2010 @ 06:45
Go with the flow xD
Ahhh~~ I finally got the chance to go out with my friends xD Heheh. Everyone seemed so busy ): Then it'll be like the whole world's revolving without me. They say: " The world won't cease even if you aren't there. " Pathetic much?
Okay anyway, today was pretty happy and fun! :D Went out with simin and jermaine hahaha (: LOL they had CCA before that so we could only meet at 1.30 >.< how come it seems like everyone has CCA except for NJC? I wonder if I'll regret joining indian dance. >< but I really enjoyed the try-outs heh! :D Very fun. And it's bollywood, not some classical ringing culture folk dance which I'll most probably dread. No offence though!
Okay, coming back to the subject heh! :D We ate at LOT ONE. ): the most convenient+popular+boring place to hang out (: But anyways! We ate at mos burger *burps* and many confessions came round eh! :D ahahaha we laughed a lot a lot too! Really very happy eh. thanks so much people :D
To summarise: WE THEN TOOK NEOPRINTS AND WENT TO SEEMIN'S HOUSE TO HER DISMAY :P AND IT WAS A VERY FUNNEH SIGHT. LOL I SHALL NOT GO INTO FURTHER DETAILS AHAHAHA :D

"In order for ants to find the safest route to food, one goes out on its own. When that lone ant has found the path, it leaves a chemical trail for the others to follow. When you stamp on a line of ants, or less psychotically, if you interfere in their chemical trail in any way, it drives them crazy. The ones that have been left behind crawl around frantically in panic, while trying to figure out which way to go, then regrouping, reorganising, and eventually crossing the pathway back in their straight line as if nothing happeed." (: goodluck to me heh. :D
Don't worry, be happy!
Tuesday, 9 November 2010 @ 21:28
Woo-hoos.
Hahaha it's my BIRTHDAY yayy ;D Finally, finally! 10 november ftw~~ :D Thanks for all the birthday wishes <3 thankyou thankyou :D And thankyou to the people who stayed up to wish me at 12 ahahaha :D and gladis, I swear, your whisper was loud but all I could hear was your mumbling LOL you need to go for speech training heehee (:
Many facebook and handphone spams :D heehee thankyou! But then I had to go to jurong point to repair my phone, lazy, but too bad ): Now I'm currently using the old one uh ._. My dad's haha :D But still, quite happy (: at first wanted to go there and meet martin and ruiying for lunch, a MUN lunch sort of luh >< but then ruiying was too lazy, and I was kinda hungry haha so it was cancelled. Anyway it was rather far for martin so yeah (: And now i'm currently rotting at home. HAHA msn ftw also! :D
Fatty hairy, my nicenice wife drew me a picture! :D YEAHS! :D Thankyou. Here it goes:

I just bought presents for november and december babies ahahah! I'm going to wrap them now :D
No, I'm going to Jurong point first ):
Byebye! :D
Count your life by smiles, not tears.
Count your age by friends, not years.
Monday, 8 November 2010 @ 04:48
The Gift.
One thing of great importance can affect a small number of people. Equally so, a thing of little importance can affect a multitude. Either way, a happening- big or small -can affect an entire string of people. Occurrences can join us all together. You see, we're all made up of the same stuff. When something happens, it triggers something inside us that connects us to a situation, connects us to other people, lighting us up and linking us like little lights on a Christmas tree, twisted and turned but still connected on a wire. Some go out, others flicker, others burn strong and bright, yet we're all on the same line :D
A less on finds the common denominator and links us all together, like a chain. At the end of that chain dangles a clock, and on the face of the clock the passing old time is registered. We hear it, the hushed tick-tock sound that breaks any silence, and we see it, but often we don't feel it. Each second makes its mark on every single person's life; comes and then goes, quietly disappearing without fanfare, evaporating into air like steam from a piping hot Christmas pudding. Enough time leaves us warm; when our time is gone, it too leaves us cold. Time is more precious than gold, more precious than diamonds, more precious than oil or any valuable treasures. It is time that we do not have enough of; it is time that causes the war within our hearts, and so we must spend it wisely. Time cannot be packaged and ribboned and left under trees for Christmas morning. Time cannot be given, but it can be shared. (:
@ 04:36
Harvesting the heart.
Hahah I have quite a few things to talk about today! (: So let's see >< camp todayy!! :D Quite fun and exciting though, fortunately, we don't have to go for any obstacle thingy whatsoever ;D So it was pretty good. But the bad thing was that I had to wake up like, 6 in the morning? HAHA I'm not used to it now, since boarding ended. In boarding I could sleep like half an hour ++ later. But now ... ): Sad life for me for the next term, in any case, I'm not really looking forward to it!!
Okay, so we got started haha and we were broken into like, three grps? red, green and BLUE. LOL anyway I was in blue. So yeahh, together with erm: christine, charlene, park, naimi, gloria, ishin, preston, aggie, petrina and huimin :D HAHA Quite fun heh, with the teamwork going anyway! So good job everyone (:
Hmm... maybe council isn't that bad after all >< But I certainly didn't get the mental preparation anyway. (: I'm still deciding, but it's all too late. Once a part, never apart. I wonder where I got that from uhh. :X Sorry I know it may be copyrighted but I reallyreally can't remember where I got it from!! ):
And there was certainly many many group work stuff (: So we have to coordinate very well and communicate efficiently ;D HAHA I learnt a lot a lot, so actually, I didn't waste my time there. That's all it matters right? Time was spent well :D
Friday, 5 November 2010 @ 20:03
Keeping Faith (:
I'm not sure how much longer can I hold on luh ! This entire holiday is simply.
gosh. >< Slow, boring, horrible. All I do is stare straight at the computer and wait till I spoil my eyes. That will do it. And then, I'll become seriously as blind as mice or something (simile :D). When there's nothing for you to see, everything will seem perfect to you. How cool that'll be. If everything WAS really perfect. Hahaha, I know I'm just living in my own world. That will never happen.
"It's the world's imperfections, that really make something perfect. (: " Okay quite true lahh. It's time to credit some people!! :D
Hmm... I want to thank ruiying. Cos' after what we conversed yesterday, made me really decide that letting go is better than bottling it up >< Of course I won't say anything. But if something really troubles me, at least I have friends to talk to! (: Thank you :DD

And yes, I really really really enjoy stalking and reading tumblrs you know! But I think they're really hard to make, and I'm seriously hopeless at IT stuff. So I won't be creating anything. Haha I tried yesterday anyway, using paint and creating some funny funny words on pictures. This was cos' I really found some cool and nice pictures, just missing words ♥
AHHH.
I WANT TO SCREAM. Sometimes I really hate myself for not being firm, for keep wanting to hold it on. Even when all hope is gone, is lost. I'm such a fool to think that it'll really be a miracle. Not.
heehee, but 4 more days! :D This is what I've been reallyreallyreally looking forward to. Haha, cos' it seemed like everyone enjoyed their birthday didn't they! (: And I think I'll be happy!! Yayy. (: (:
While sorting out some stuff today, I pounced on some letters to dear fatty hairy. Old letters (: Sound romantic hahaha xD oh yeah, then I realised I didn't really use much smileys last time, maybe, in march? >< Then it occurred to me how much I've changed, be it good or bad.
"Look into the mirror and stare, you'll realise and find out how this particular person has changed so much since the beginning (: " -tumblr :D
True,
everyone has changed. Be it secondary school friends, even close primary school friends, the heart was there when we talked but where was the warmth? Haiyo, very dingy dongy lehh xD
oops, and I lost my math list of topics to be tested cos' I was busy selling the whole chunk of my worksheets to the karung guni. HAHA can get money leh :D I AM SO MONEY FACED. Well, you can't blame me when you need alot alot of money (like me) to spend on alot alot of thingys during the holidays haha (: so I'm trying to find means and ways to fund myself. So uh, I have to find someone to scan the list for me again. Haha thank you shiann yih. I owe you TWO. But I also very nice one okay! heehee talking about it :D Me and gladis thought we handed up our boarding resolutions already, so we told SY lor! But in the end, he went to unpack everything just to search for both of our papers, when we finally realised it was still with us o.o;; HAHAHA we had an epic fit inside gladis' room :D LOL Epicc (: I feel so bad ):
Really really, stop mourning okay. It's horrible. A piece of advice:

Byebye! :D
@ 08:42

Okay, to say that nothing happened this whole week, I'll be lying through my own teeth. You know what? Maybe I've understood the meaning of "Time tells it all", and maybe this is all a misunderstanding, but I think otherwise. Why are you doing this? Haha, this will only make us disagree with you more... I shall stop saying anything already in case it hurts anyone's feelings. >< don't assume anything thoughh.
Hahaha, for the happy things! BOARDING HAS ENDED. Yay! :D Actually quite sad luh, I think I'll miss the room, and dawn! Your lovely smile! You're actually part of the reason I'm blogging again you know! (: Okay, I wonder if I'll regret my decision to submit the councilor form... christine's having second thoughts too >< I hope everything goes well. But then I just found out that the camp site is at some adventure obstacle course thingy. The first sight of it gave me goosebumps. The other time at camp was horrible ): But abseiling is fun though! :D HAHA I should just look forward to it LOL! I'm convincing myself to enjoy and try it. Or maybe I should just like, pretend to be scared (though I really am! xD) and so they won't choose me. Hahaha no lah I'm joking! :D okay, so I should just go and try since I've submitted the form already. No regrets for me in any case! Wenqi, jiayou! :D Hahaha (:
@ 07:55
Second Beginning?
Hahaha this is for reopening my blog (: Yay. This isn't a really good post. It's 11 plus now. I think I better go first >< I'll continue tomorrow! :D