RAWR RAWR HERE!
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RAWR RAWR HERE! |
Friday, 5 November 2010 @ 20:03
Keeping Faith (: I'm not sure how much longer can I hold on luh ! This entire holiday is simply. gosh. >< Slow, boring, horrible. All I do is stare straight at the computer and wait till I spoil my eyes. That will do it. And then, I'll become seriously as blind as mice or something (simile :D). When there's nothing for you to see, everything will seem perfect to you. How cool that'll be. If everything WAS really perfect. Hahaha, I know I'm just living in my own world. That will never happen. "It's the world's imperfections, that really make something perfect. (: " Okay quite true lahh. It's time to credit some people!! :D Hmm... I want to thank ruiying. Cos' after what we conversed yesterday, made me really decide that letting go is better than bottling it up >< Of course I won't say anything. But if something really troubles me, at least I have friends to talk to! (: Thank you :DD  And yes, I really really really enjoy stalking and reading tumblrs you know! But I think they're really hard to make, and I'm seriously hopeless at IT stuff. So I won't be creating anything. Haha I tried yesterday anyway, using paint and creating some funny funny words on pictures. This was cos' I really found some cool and nice pictures, just missing words ♥ AHHH. I WANT TO SCREAM. Sometimes I really hate myself for not being firm, for keep wanting to hold it on. Even when all hope is gone, is lost. I'm such a fool to think that it'll really be a miracle. Not. heehee, but 4 more days! :D This is what I've been reallyreallyreally looking forward to. Haha, cos' it seemed like everyone enjoyed their birthday didn't they! (: And I think I'll be happy!! Yayy. (: (: While sorting out some stuff today, I pounced on some letters to dear fatty hairy. Old letters (: Sound romantic hahaha xD oh yeah, then I realised I didn't really use much smileys last time, maybe, in march? >< Then it occurred to me how much I've changed, be it good or bad. "Look into the mirror and stare, you'll realise and find out how this particular person has changed so much since the beginning (: " -tumblr :D True, everyone has changed. Be it secondary school friends, even close primary school friends, the heart was there when we talked but where was the warmth? Haiyo, very dingy dongy lehh xD oops, and I lost my math list of topics to be tested cos' I was busy selling the whole chunk of my worksheets to the karung guni. HAHA can get money leh :D I AM SO MONEY FACED. Well, you can't blame me when you need alot alot of money (like me) to spend on alot alot of thingys during the holidays haha (: so I'm trying to find means and ways to fund myself. So uh, I have to find someone to scan the list for me again. Haha thank you shiann yih. I owe you TWO. But I also very nice one okay! heehee talking about it :D Me and gladis thought we handed up our boarding resolutions already, so we told SY lor! But in the end, he went to unpack everything just to search for both of our papers, when we finally realised it was still with us o.o;; HAHAHA we had an epic fit inside gladis' room :D LOL Epicc (: I feel so bad ): Really really, stop mourning okay. It's horrible. A piece of advice:  Byebye! :D |